Grief

September 11th—A run with Jenae started the day (ha that rhymes!)  Always a good therapy session.  lol.  My run today was dedicated to Sara Kate.  Thinking of her and her mama when I wanted to quit kept me going.   

Jenae and I got together later to work on Wolf Walk stuff.   It’s kinda taking over our lives right now :)  Only one more week.  lol. 

I took the boys to library after school. 

They all have to have their own baskets which is a little ridiculous sometimes when they are together in one spot. 

Just before I started making dinner I found out that Sara Kate had passed away earlier in the afternoon.  The news left me feeling numb and super emotional.  She’s such a special baby that is loved by so many. 

I was in no mood to make dinner so changed plans and made grilled cheese.  Ella was my cute little helper girl. 

Later, it was déjà vu while these boys watched BYU football again.  Good thing they pulled out another win.  Is it a little creepy that I took this and they didn’t even know?  Or maybe they did?

Tears continued to flow most of the evening and night.  My heart hurt so much for Kristen and her family.  It reminded me of our loss with Jonathan.   Although, the situations can not be compared, and I can’t say I know what they are going through, the painful feelings of their loss brought back the feelings of my own.  And for the first time in along time, I cried for Jonathan. 

We live in a broken world.  It hurts when things like this happen.  But through it all, I know Heavenly Father loves us all and is with us every step of the way.  And what a reunion it will be when we get to the other side and see those who passed before us.  It will be a glorious sight.